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In friends, thoughts, vent on June 4, 2009 by Michelle

I’m not sure how to say right now. I think I’ve been in the most awkward situation ever today. My heart aches for that person and I will never be able to understand his hurt, but part of me feels it for him and I wish I wasn’t able to relate to people so well. I don’t think I’ve ever been this emotional for a while.

On an angry note, I’ve realized I can be such a bitch. I swear, he manages to turn on my bitch switch every single time he says/does something. I don’t care how little it is, he totally turns that bitch switch on! I give up my attempt to not cuss until band season is over because I swear I will cuss so much. >:|

7th period in the library today was actually very amusing. Probably the most fun in a while. The basketball boys are so funny, no lie. It’s kind of obnoxious, but it was a bunch of good laughter. :)

Today was just such a bittersweet day. More bitter than sweet, or maybe it’s just all the same.

t

May!

In american idol, anger, annoyance, band, crypticness, epic, failure, rant, update, vent on May 16, 2009 by Michelle

It has been a month and an update is long overdue. It’s weird thinking about how I used to blog so much and now all of a sudden I’ve just stopped. It has almost been 2 years since I’ve had this blog!

AP tests are over and that is a big relief! Calculus AB was by far the easiest test I’ve taken. I’m not quite sure about the others, I think I just did average on those, except for biology, which was probably slightly below average. I have got to admit that it was pretty impressive when my bs about viruses and the central dogma of biology turned out to be right! Anyway, I’m hoping for some positive responses in July. :D

So recently I tried downloading the CS4 Master Collection again, and it turned out to be epic fail! I kept getting, “Session has dependencies that cannot be satisfied,” when I tried to start the setup. Then I remembered that when I got my CS3 Photoshop, I had to delete my Photoshop 7, so I deleted my CS3 hoping that it would work. BUT IT DID NOT WORK WHATSOEVER! Then I just thought I could live with just CS3 and I can download Illustrator separately later, so I got the setup for my CS3 and that didn’t even work! So now I’m CS4-less and CS3-less. It’s so sad for me to not have my Photoshop. But Chase is saving my life. :)

I’m also really mad about the debates we’re doing in APUSH. I’m just frustrated that I got a crap of a partner that cannot formulate her own thoughts and let alone the rebuttals! I think I should have gotten the chance to pick who I wanted to work with. Stupid AP bio test screwed me over. If we are keeping these same partners for the next debate, I swear that I am going to go insane because I hate doing so much work.

I really don’t see a reason in pushing things back nor do I find it necessary to see how far a person would bend until they break, figuratively. I think if you chose to do what you do, you should be able to manage your time, if you can’t, you shouldn’t be doing what you’re doing then. Grow up; you’re not always going to have people bending to your requests. Get used to staying up late every once in a while, it’s not the end of the world if you’re tired the next morning.

It really bothers me nowadays when people are doing things the very last minute seeing how we haven’t been having any homework in our AP classes except for APUSH. No excuses. I don’t give a crap if you have other stuff because you’re not obligated to do those things in the first place.

I’m quite disturbed by some things that I found out. She’s way too desperate and blind and he’s an unfaithful jerk. At the same time, I don’t feel bad that she’s putting herself in a bad situation because she should be learning from other people’s mistakes and she should know that people don’t change. If she can’t learn from people’s mistakes, then I hope she learns from her own after screwing up. I sound mean, but I’m pretty sure that what used to be a “close” friend would not do that to one another, and that makes the consequences well-deserved.

Things would be better off if certain people would get a life and get out of mine. Honestly, I was hoping to never see that person again, but apparently I’ll be seeing them plenty next year. If he happens to butt into my business, I very well will give him a hard time, no joke. If they give crap, I will openly disagree with their methods because as of what I’m hearing, I will hate them to the moon and back.

And that concludes an update from my last post til now, with some missing things in between.

On a side note, I hope Kris Allen wins American Idol. Adam Lambert was good but his voice gets on my last nerves now. It’s just simultaneous shrieking that I wish would stop.

t

Sick of it

In anger, school, vent on April 29, 2009 by Michelle

Really, I’m sick of people asking stupid questions or for help when they can clearly help themselves. I’m not even exaggerating when I say they can literally help themselves; you have the same resources that I have, so take your own time to look things up and stop expecting me to take time to looking it up myself and then regurgitate everything back to you. What do you get out of it? Probably just the answer, but nothing else. Do some of your own work! Stop making up excuses, too, it’s lame. Starting being independent, goodness gracious. It gets annoying when you’re constantly asking for help and not trying to help yourself first. I don’t always have time.

I am possibly in the worst mood ever from all this studying.

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Protected: Why does it suddenly matter?

In annoyance, vent on April 7, 2009 by Michelle

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Not looking forward to this.

In annoyance, people, vent on March 31, 2009 by Michelle

I am going to forever and a decade hate you if things actually follow through.

I doubt it will work anyway. Maybe for a few days, but not forever.

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:)

In friends, thoughts, vent on January 16, 2009 by Michelle

Today was a pretty good day. Lunch ruined it a little, but I ended up feeling a lot better. Like color rally practice was just really fun. I didn’t care if it was just 15 of us dancing, it was just freaken fun and good. I wanted to never stop doing it, seriously. This simplicity is making everything better and people have made things easier for me.

Looking back, some things I’ve done were absolutely stupid. I wish I hadn’t done some of the things that I did, but it’s too late to take it all back now. It was a mistake without a doubt. Too bad I can’t do anything about it anymore.

If things don’t matter anymore, then I won’t care anymore. If it mattered, I would have seen something different, not everything that I have seen so far because all of that totally screams “I don’t freaken care.” I’m way better than this and I can do better without any of this.

And again, I’ll never be able thank certain people enough for the complete support they have given me. I feel the love! :)

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Protected: Still

In vent on December 26, 2008 by Michelle

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Protected: The End

In thoughts, vent on December 18, 2008 by Michelle

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Protected: doubts

In vent on December 7, 2008 by Michelle

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Protected: kidding me.

In vent on November 19, 2008 by Michelle

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