2008 is over and 2009 barely started and it is already filled with disappointments after disappointments. I really thought this year was going to be better, but I keep getting proved wrong. I am pretty sure that I’ve never been this upset last year, so I’m just taking it horribly. It sucks I guess, but I’ll get over it eventually. I just wish things were better. It was better when things seemed to matter more. Now it just feels like whatever and I’m still giving all this effort, but it just feels like I’m barely half as much effort back in return. I’m butt hurt and find this ridiculously unfair, the end.
On the other hand though, I’m getting along with so many more people and I still have some pretty good times with people to say the least. I’ve gotten closer to people that I would never have thought of and it’s definitely not a bad thing. I really like it to say the least. :)
Also, some things just don’t change and I mean that in the best way possible. There’s still a person that has never let me down and I thank them unconditionally. Truly I’ve never met anybody quite as willing to help as them and they just genuinely seem to care.
