eww sick. :[

Tatoo – Jordin Sparks

No matter what you say about love,
I keep coming back for more,
Keep my hand in the fire,
sooner or later I get what I’m asking for
no matter what you say about life,
I learn every time I bleed the truth is a
stranger soul is in danger
I gotta let my spirit be free to..
admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind

(Chorus)
I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing’s broken no need to worry bout everything I done
live every second like it was my last one
don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once
needed protection
you’re still a part of everything I do
you’re on my heart just like a tattoo
just like a tattoo I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you

I’m sick of playing all of these games
Its not bout taking sides
when I looked in the mirror,
it didn’t deliver, it hurt enough to think that I could stop
admit that I’m wrong and then change my mind
sorry but I got to be strong and leave you behind

I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing’s broken no need to worry bout everything I done
live every second like it was my last one
don’t look back at a new direction
I love you once
needed protection
you’re still a part of everything I do
you’re on my heart just like a tattoo
just like a tattoo
I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you
I’ll always have you

if I live every moment,
won’t change any moment,
there’s still a part of me in u
I will never regret you
still the memory of you
marks everything I do.
oooh..

(Chorus)2x
I can’t waste time so give it a moment
I realize nothing’s broken no need to worry bout everything I done
live every second like it was my last one
don’t look back got a new direction
I loved you once
needed protection
you’re still a part of everything I do
you’re in my heart just like a tattoo

just like a tattoo
I’ll Always have you..

So at the moment, I love that song. :) I’m really happy with Jordin Sparks because I didn’t think she was all that great during Idol, but now that she’s doing her own stuff and not other people’s, she’s a lot better. Hopefully, her name sticks around as much as Kelly Clarkson.

Anyway, so I’m sick. :[ All because I left the window in my room open last night and it was extremely cold out. So now I have a stuffy nose and I’m starting to get a sore throat. And apparently I have to start seeing the doctor, again; gross.

So since yesterday Irene had a conversation about things tasting like chicken, I will rant on it for a while. If you haven’t noticed, and not to be racist, when a white person tries something new, they always ask if it tastes like chicken or when they try it, they’d say it tastes like chicken. Like come on, if you ask if durian tastes like chicken, then I’m going to throw a durian at you or tell you to stand under a durian tree on a very windy day. I’ll freaken bite into you and ask if you’re going to taste like chicken for goodness sakes! But don’t mistaken, frog leg DOES taste like chicken.

Okay I’m done. :)

first home game & stuff.

Okay so I got a 50/55 on my history test! :) I was very happy. But I got a 31.5/35 on my first German quiz and a 18 or 19/20 on the second one. Gosh I was just so happy about the history quiz. :) Oh and I got an 8/10 on my math quiz. >:| Silly mistakes!

Anyway, first home game was last night against Ontario Christian. We won; by quite a lot. It was just a pretty darn fun game. Halftime wasn’t as bad as I thought it could’ve been, even though I was like half a series off in the end. :/ Oh gosh, but anyway yeahhh good times. :D Yolanta basically gave me a panic attack and I basically just started crying. Yes, it was pretty funny though because I was totally unaware of it all. So the story goes, I was holding Valerie’s flute, and then I was holding it all lazily like I was handing it to somebody and Yolanta takes it out of my hand when I’m not paying attention and then after a while I start panicking because like the flute was gone! In the end, Yolanta had it and she thought I was giving it to her to hold onto. -____-

Then last night was also my dad’s birthday, he’s 48 now. My parents are old. He’s as old as Hugh Laurie. So we had cake last night and then tonight, we went to Johnny Carino’s for dinner. I’m so full now.

I had so much more to write, but I totally forgot it all.

Anyway, quite a bit of homework to do this weekend. :[ And I haven’t even started because I was out the whole day.

a new perspective?

So maybe I’m thinking differently about people. Like the people that I thought weren’t that great are actually pretty okay if you know how to work your way around them. The people that you hate, you probably don’t hate anymore and you lose the reason for hating them. Now I think I’ll just think of things that way. Maybe I really do need to look for the better in people and not focus so much on the negatives once it’s actually face-to-face with them.

I’m still determined to find that thing out. Most of me doesn’t really want to know, but then that little part in me is nagging me to find out because I’m just nosy like that. I wish that I wasn’t that nosy though.

Anyway, band was such a waste of time today because we basically did the same things as last week. POOP. But Alberto’s and boba before that was pretty darn good. :) The boba today wasn’t that great compared to Sunday’s. And Alberto was just good! But I hated how the juice leaked out. :[ Those two didn’t mix really well. :/

Gosh I need to get some things done. I’m so freaken tired right now.

Oh hey, and if Irene’s wild guess that gave me horrifying images were right, well TWO YEARS TOO LATE! Rewind, two years, then maybe. Now, not so likely.

jiiiieeeeeehhhhhh! :D

Last night was fantastic.
Hot pot in our backyard. :D
STEVEN WAS HERE.<3
He does a lot of random talking.
And he does this funny old man walk.
HE’S THE CUTEST.
He’s ticklish too. He walks around with his arms crossed most of the time. :P
I make him say “jie” before I let him drink soda.
He makes a funny sucky face.<3 It’s cute though.
I love this boy. :)
My two oldest cousins were making Steven do funny things.
Like they got Steven to grab his feet and put it on his forehead. HAHA.

After most people left, the two cousins and I were watching tv.
And then like we just fell asleep at 1:30. FANTASTIC!

I’m so mean, I cut off my brother. :D

Cutie pie.<3

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another failure at cake-making. :(

Okay so this is my second time baking a cake and it is yet ANOTHER FAILURE! >:| I was doing well with the first layer, it looked marvelous and delicious but then when it was time to bake the second layer, it started burning! So then I decided to flip it upside down so that the other end could get baked, but nooo that didn’t work. Now my cake is a one-layered cake instead of two like it was supposed to be. To top that off, I bought and cut strawberries to put in the middle, but now there can’t be a middle! So I had a plate full of strawberries that are cut but can’t really be used!! SO GAY! But I’m not THAT stupid, I put the strawberries arounddd the cake on the plate. :)

So it sounds all good yes? But noooo. I was going to write something in icing, but it turned out to be crap. So I took it off and redid it, so I had a bowl of blue icing mixed in with my frosting. And I was like oh joy, more sugary sweets! NOT! >:[ So I redid the icing, and I was like "oh it looks okay". At this point, only the top was covered with frosting, not the side. So I look at my bowl of blue icing/pink frosting and then decided to mix it together to so it'd be blue on the side! I swiped all that frosting/icing onto the side and settled it at that. I came back onto my computer satisfied with my work for only 4 minutes then I was like "wtf am I thinking? THAT WAS CRAP!" So I go back into the fridge to get the cake out and just smeared the writing and it turned into this blue blob of poopy-looking thing. Then a brilliant idea popped into my head and I decided to just make a heart with that piece of poo looking thing. So I did. And it looks wayy better. BUT THAT'S NOT IT! There were random smudges of blue on the pink so I was like NOOO! Then I got yet ANOTHER brilliant idea and went into the fridge to get my half-eaten can of whipped cream that I had just bought today and squeezed some onto the ugly spots and topped it with strawberries.

Oh and I even attempted to make two of the strawberries into the shape of a heart. It's pretty close to it!

Now THAT'S the whole experience.

And you will not believed how many times I licked my fingers or used my finger to smooth out that heart. HAHA :D Oh, and I couldn't stop eating the whipped cream straight from the can. ;] True story!

Here’s the final creation:

Trust me, that’s 10 times better than the way it first turned out.