In disappointment, life, school on November 2, 2009 by Michelle
Senior year has not been what I had hoped for completely. I did not want endless nights of work. I did not want to be busy writing responses to short answers and essays for college. I definitely did not want a frustrating year with band. Finally, I did not want to lose BOA. But all of that has happened, and what can I really do about it? Nothing really, except maybe make the best of what I now have.
On another note, somebody needs to put their hands over my eyes or something because I keep seeing too much in people’s body language and that has got to be no good. I wish I understood other people with 100% accuracy, that’d probably make things easier so I wouldn’t have to guess what they’re feeling and whatnot completely.
October 28, 2009. I will remember.
To be honest, who doesn’t want some love and attention? And what girl doesn’t like all the small little things that guys could do, but won’t do? Like you know, those good morning texts and whatnot. It’s cute.
In band, disappointment, fun, guys, happiness on October 3, 2009 by Michelle
In disappointment, hatred, realization on January 19, 2009 by Michelle
In disappointment, friends on December 1, 2008 by Michelle
I really wish that people didn’t have to make so many dumb decisions in their life. I wish they knew they were doing something stupid that would greatly affect them. I’m sure they’re aware of that, but they chose to neglect that anyway. Honestly, I thought they were better than that and I think they know better too. Or maybe I’m just putting too much faith in them. But either way, stupid decisions in life get you nowhere. And it sucks that it has to hurt me so much because I care. I am truly disappointed, the level of respect they had totally went halfway down the drain right now.
In crypticness, disappointment on September 29, 2008 by Michelle
Chase, you should probably just skip this post to keep your sanity. :)
You cannot tell me one thing, act that way, and then tell me something that would hurt me otherwise. Maybe it was an overreaction on my behalf, but seriously I thought you knew better than that. Kidding or not, words really get to me. I’m probably going to look back at this and think it’s ridiculously stupid, but at that moment, it was quite possibly the worst thing I’ve felt in the past few weeks. And yes, I do plan on being impossible and not explaining why I’m pretty upset.
I’m actually pretty upset that we’re not talking right now too.
In disappointment, new stuff, update on January 13, 2008 by Michelle
New header to fit my current love for the city. It’s very simple, but it’s good for now.
I also updated my post about looking back at 2007. My thoughts still aren’t together that well, but I understand myself. So you can try.
I was looking on Big City Rock’s myspace, and they’re doing a show with The Click Five @ the Roxy in Los Angeles on February 20th. I asked my mom if I could go and she she ‘no’ already. I was so sad and I’m still very sad that I can’t go. :/ But I think I just need to understand that my mom has to work because we’re not all that great financially. So I just wish that things were better for us. Then maybe my mom would be able to take a day off to take me to the concert. I think it’d definitely make my year if I could at least go see those two bands together at least once because I love them.
But whatever, hopefully things change by then. :/ I doubt it though.
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