a lot of rambling.
by Michelle
It’s not that two people are incapable of loving one another, but that one person usually chooses to give up. They decide that it’s not worth the fight, or that it’s too hard and giving up is just simply easier. Sometimes, maybe it’s just not meant to be. Maybe that indestructible bond that you thought you two had was just meant for a really good friendship and thinking that it was supposed to be more only ruined it. And sometimes when you miss somebody, they don’t necessarily miss you, but you learn that it’s okay and you move on. Sometimes, you just feel that you’ve wasted too much time and effort on something that wasn’t there, but you’re never going to get that time you wasted back.
Sometimes, you don’t have all the right words to put how you feel into words. It’s 2:30am, I can hardly sleep, but I can hardly figure out what’s on my mind to write about it and maybe that’s why I haven’t written anything. I just don’t know what to say anymore. I don’t know who to talk to when I need somebody to listen because I don’t know who would listen. I don’t even need that person to understand, just listen and offer comfort. To be a friend.
Friend, where are you?
