This song is for those who are going through rough times in a relationship but are willing to fight through it all. A song for those who know that you have to fight for what you want. Enjoy! :) -Ryan Bandong
how did you get so deep down
i can feel you underneath my skin
and you’re riding my veins like highways
tell me one more time why you love me
cause i need to be reminded
im nearsighted when reading your emotions
help me focus my sight and see
that you’ve been on the road
on letting me go
we’re a lifeline away from fading
and i’ve been on my own
haven’t heard your hello
i just want you to come back home
so we can be together
have memories remembered
we belong
so come back home
How could we waste all this time?
arguing about anti-matter
and we’d rather use our time
to fight than to kiss
how could we be,
on the opposite ends of the earth
playing tug of war
until we have to sleep
let’s put down our swords just to talk it out
that you’ve been on the road
on letting me go
we’re a lifeline away from fading
and i’ve been on my own
haven’t heard your hello
i just want you to come back home
so we can be together
through all the types of weather
we belong
so come back home
if you want forever
then we have to endeavor
every moment you want to let go
if it’s forever and always
we’ll endeavor all the pain
just for one sunny day
forever and ever and ever is possible
forever and ever and ever is possible
forever and ever and ever is possible
forever and ever and ever and ever and..
forever and ever and ever is possible
forever and ever and ever is possible
forever and ever and ever is possible
forever and ever and ever and ever and..
you’ve been on the road
on letting me go
we’re a lifeline away from fading
and i’ve been on my own
haven’t heard your hello
i just want you to come back home
It’s going to take faith. It’s going to take trust. It’s going to take everything we’ve got even when we know it won’t be enough. It’s going to take hope. We even need a little bit of luck. And if anybody tells us we’re going to make it on our own, it isn’t true. Oh because baby, it takes two.
Today has got to be one of the most demoralizing day I’ve ever had this year! Three tests today and not a single one that I was proud of.
For physics, I got the first question completely wrong, all of the second completely right, and maybe majority of the third one. SO SAD!
ENGLISH WAS DEFINITELY THE WORST TEST OF THE FREAKEN DAY! >:| I did so terrible. That class always manages to demoralize me.
Calculus test wasn’t that bad, but by then I was already mentally exhausted. The bell rang and I still had three questions to do, so I guessed and I was right on all three! LMAO! But I still missed quite a bit for the ones that I thought I knew how to do. Oh well, time to finish all the assignments that I haven’t done this past week.
It’s only November and I’m so worn out already. I can’t wait for this to be over.
Tell me why it feels like I’m falling and nothing is going to catch me in the end. It truly is frightening. It’s the fear of the unknown, yet this ‘unknown’ seems so familiar at the same time. Somebody reach in and pull this bad gut feeling out of the pit of my stomach! It shouldn’t belong there. While you’re at it, take the feelings of hurt and broken promises away from my knowledge and replace it with feelings of assurance and care.
Lesson learned: Never trust something completely without a doubt.
Note to self: Stop making excuses up for other people. It’s probably not worth it.
Excuse my pessimism, but I see the end more than anything else right now.
Senior year has not been what I had hoped for completely. I did not want endless nights of work. I did not want to be busy writing responses to short answers and essays for college. I definitely did not want a frustrating year with band. Finally, I did not want to lose BOA. But all of that has happened, and what can I really do about it? Nothing really, except maybe make the best of what I now have.
On another note, somebody needs to put their hands over my eyes or something because I keep seeing too much in people’s body language and that has got to be no good. I wish I understood other people with 100% accuracy, that’d probably make things easier so I wouldn’t have to guess what they’re feeling and whatnot completely.
October 28, 2009. I will remember.
To be honest, who doesn’t want some love and attention? And what girl doesn’t like all the small little things that guys could do, but won’t do? Like you know, those good morning texts and whatnot. It’s cute.
