
In disappointment, life, school on November 2, 2009 by Michelle
Senior year has not been what I had hoped for completely. I did not want endless nights of work. I did not want to be busy writing responses to short answers and essays for college. I definitely did not want a frustrating year with band. Finally, I did not want to lose BOA. But all of that has happened, and what can I really do about it? Nothing really, except maybe make the best of what I now have.
On another note, somebody needs to put their hands over my eyes or something because I keep seeing too much in people’s body language and that has got to be no good. I wish I understood other people with 100% accuracy, that’d probably make things easier so I wouldn’t have to guess what they’re feeling and whatnot completely.
October 28, 2009. I will remember.
To be honest, who doesn’t want some love and attention? And what girl doesn’t like all the small little things that guys could do, but won’t do? Like you know, those good morning texts and whatnot. It’s cute.

In band, disappointment, fun, guys, happiness on October 3, 2009 by Michelle

In happiness, life on September 28, 2009 by Michelle
A few months ago, I never thought I’d be standing in this situation, but here I am. A lot sure has changed from then until now. I can honestly say that I’ve been a happier person recently and by no means did it happen on its own. I’m really thankful for everything that I have right now and it seems to be one of the most important thing of my life at this very moment.
I’ve thought about a lot of things recently and I’m pretty convinced that if you fall, there’s a possibility that somebody might catch you. I’m hoping that this is the case.
I just don’t want to be brought to an all-time high only to be brought back down to an all-time low again.

In music on September 7, 2009 by Michelle

In a good laugh, friends, life on September 5, 2009 by Michelle

In guys, random on August 30, 2009 by Michelle
They scare me sometimes. :(
Why must you make yourselves so repulsive and make my heart race for all the wrong reasons? I’m going to have a heart attack at the age of 17.

In school on August 19, 2009 by Michelle
Before I forget, I’m going to post my schedule for this year! My last year of high school! :D
0 Marching Band – Franco
1 AP Physics B – Frogue
2 AP Econ: Macro – Gustafson, K.
3 TA – Platt
4 AP Literature – Wingfield
5 Lunch
6 AP Calculus BC – Amasuga
7 Free
8 Advanced Band – Franco
4 AP classes again, I hope it won’t be too bad. I think my third period is telling me that I should take AP German since I’m the TA for that class, but that’s not going to happen!

In anger, annoyance on August 19, 2009 by Michelle
Maybe I expect too much from people so I always think they’re going to do well. I’ve been proven wrong before, but never this wrong. I don’t understand why it’s so hard to do a simple little thing.
I apologize for my endless complaints, but I do not like wasting time doing things over and over again just because of ONE person especially when I’ve corrected them so many times before already. I especially don’t like making other people suffer because of one person either.
Maybe I’m PMSing or I just have a short temper, but whatever it is, they’re turning on a bitch switch.

In random on August 16, 2009 by Michelle
My new goal is to learn sign language. No, it’s not because I watched some new HK drama recently either. I just want to learn to sign!
Another goal: stop procrastinating all the time! Sounds almost impossible, but I’m working on it. It’s just that I don’t like to read so I fall asleep a lot when I’m reading something being forced upon me. You did see me finish reading all 4 Twilight books in 8 days, so you know that I will read if I wanted to.
So I spent an hour writing another post, but I deleted it all to write all of this in a matter of 5 minutes.
You can ask for the password to the previous post if you’re really that interested in reading it. :) I’ll most likely tell you what it is if I don’t absolutely hate your guys or if I just don’t want you reading it.

In anger, band, rant on August 16, 2009 by Michelle